I think I am heading into deep mourning!!! Tomorrow is the day that I was suppose to go on my annual girls trip with my sisters and a couple of family friends. For the past 8 years or so we head to the OC Irvine area and shop and eat and sleep KIDFREE. We leave on Thursday and come home on Sunday. Our favorite thing to do is shop at Fashion Island and Southcoast Plaza. We also head to the OC Swap Meet on Saturday for a couple of hours. SSOOO fun!! This year I am not going due to the fact that Lawson is to little. I dont breast feed, so that is not the problem, but he is not quite 3 months old and I would miss him. A few weeks ago he had to be in the hospital for a few days for RSV. Luckily my mothers intuition could tell that his breathing was a lttle off and he wasnt eating that much. My husband, bless his heart didnt notice too much difference in the baby which makes me nervous also about leaving him. My husband usually takes the days off for me to go and doesnt complain, but this year he said that it would be too overwelming for him. I totally understand, but it is sad. Next year for sure. The littlest I have left at home with dad is 7 months. Luckily I have great friends in my ward who are going with me on a Girls day out on Saturday. We are going to shop and eat and maybe catch a movie. I am excited. It will definitely help with my sadness!