Well so far today has been a good day. I got up, showered did a load of laundry, got the 2 youngest readyand I was off to Target. Since I have had the baby my sweet husband gets up and gets the older 4 off to school so I can sleep in. I get up with the baby so it is a nice deal. Lawson sleeps throught the night usually. He gets up between 6 or 7. He is a pretty good baby. Anyway, back to Target. I love it there. It is so fun. I love going along the back isles looking for bargains. I am easily excited.I brought my stuff home and unloaded, fed the baby and watched some of Finding Nemo for the billionth time with Hayden and headed off to pick the kids up from school. We live 2 blocks from the school, but it has been raining, so I picked them up. THEN it turns into wacko land. I love the little sweeties, but it is hard to stay patient. Tonight we have our Scout dinner at the church so we had to make and frost cupcakes into some clever theme(my brain hurts from trying to come up with one). I am not very clever. Meanwhile my six year old wants to "help" and the baby is screaming bloody murder. That is when I start to lose it. I hate it when I lose my patience. It makes me feel like such a looser parent. I sometimes can see that my kids are quick to lose it with each other and that makes me feel even worse, because they get it from me. All I can do is try every day to be a better mom. Well I am off to help with homework.............